Finally I know what happened.
Yes I'm wrong.
I didn't treat you the way you expect and you leave.
I should thank you for making this decision.
Just see what you have done and you'd know how much you love me.
Yes, I'm furious. Really furious.
Cause' I believe that you are hurt and you are not with the other woman.
I know it's not because of her.
It's because of YOU.
Yes, she likes you, and you could hook up with her.
It's wrong for me that I find someone like me but I take no action.
Damn it.
I think no one would be convinced tat you love me and you could get along with the other one in such a short time.
That's an extremely simple logic even a primary school student could understand.
I used to believe that at least you are still single.
And you are covering it up, man.
Don't say you are not intended to conceal that.
Oh sorry, I'm really too naive...
Thank you for hurting me so deeply.
And the 'remedies' you mentioned to save our relationship. These are just your ideal.
Have you thought of my feelings?
Boy I'm only human.
I really can't pretend nothing has happened.
Don't impose your views on me.
You've learnt 'surrender', rite?
Please think that if I am able to accept it.
And don't think your practice is always the best way to solve the problems.
You tell me you earn so much, you are happy, you enjoy the movies, blah blah blah...
IT JUST MAKES ME HURT YOU KNOW?

No regret.
Enjoy your life.
And I'd live much much much happier without you.
Good bye my tears.